No, I didn’t get abducted and disappear from the world, I simply got lost… or something like that 🙂
So update on my life, here goes:
I am all over the place. Between kids and flying from here to there and back again, and then the doctors. More doctors and then the same doctors and then all over again. LOL it never ends. But hey, it can be worse!
Somehow my days are filled with everything and nothing at all. It’s funny what God does for you. It’s like he really does know what it is and how it is that you need. I can’t tell you I understand it at all, but I’d be a fool not to admit to seeing it.
In the span of such a short few days, a life was created and a life was lost. I don’t know what was more bittersweet than to be surrounded by such opposite spectrums of the world. I can’t say I am ecstatic and I can’t say I am in pain, all I can say that within this very moment I am surrounded by both life and death, causing everything in between to fit precisely in between the two. It’s odd but beautiful. Challenging but rewarding. I’d say see for yourself but sometimes that objectively is hard to find.
Be careful though, every moment is filled with so much… it can all just blow up before you even realize.
Tread lightly and don’t let it all pass you. Try and make it last because what’s gone will never come back.